Those Horribly annoying moments when....

....You REALLY want to tell your friend something but you don't because you don't know how they'll respond.
Even though you're best friends with the person, you still think that if you tell them things that bother you that have something to do with them (Even if it's the smallest ittiest bittiest thing) they'll still judge you and belittle you for it.
You have no proof that they will
But even so, you still refrain from saying a word

For fear of losing their respect or some aspect of their friendship.

And so you figure that if you can't tell your friend, why not someone-a youth leader from church- that you're comfortable talking to and being around?
Yes, that'll totally work!

But you still don't say one word.
Because you don't know how  they'll take to it. You don't want their pity-your pride won't let you- but you also don't want them to think that you're jealous even though you suspect that you are. Won't that just make them think little of you too? Even if it's just a smidgen??

And even when you do sort of make up your mind... you can't find them. And then when you do, they're busy talking to someone, and you'd feel like a nuisance for taking them out of their possibly important conversation just to wallow in your own self pity of feeling underneath another's shadow.

Or you find them... and you have that moment of doubt.


What if...?

Hey Guys! :D (Mouseshadow/Vianelli here!)

>W< Sorrry about the no-update thing on my end. Haven't really thought about blogging besides posting Journal Entries on DeviantArt. ^^; So yeah, my bad. XD
Nothing really has been happening lately... Florida still is boring and hot and overall BORING. (Yes I know I said boring twice-3 times if you count this one- but it IS so... yeah)
But I guess I do have one thing to post about! (2 actually)

1.  I'm gonna be singing with my Youth Leader Angie Marie in Generation Chosen's Praise and Worship Team! Angie will be hosting a mini-meeting after church next Wed. for everyone who wants to join her. She's known for a REALLY LOOOOONG time now that I-and Jenna/Bramblenose- have wanted to join her with that so now we are! *squee*

2. I  cannot wait for Season 4 of My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic! IT'S GONNA BE BOSS! :D Call me lame if you will but I honestly do not care what you all think. If I like MLP then I like MLP. There are people who still like Dora the Explorer or Barbie or whatever and you don't critic them.
Anyways I may be opening a new blog for that. (because I can) but I also may not be. :) Maybe I can put 'em up as "Reviews" or "MLP:FiM" or in the "Vianelli" sub folder ya know?
Guess I'll leave that up to you guys and meh buds on dA XD